mukadimah...

salam, its been a long time i haven't start any post in this blog even though its been create for a long long time a go. i wonder why, is it because i run of time? or I've got no idea to write...mmm. no, i got a lot of time and i've got plenty of idea in my fucking brain loaded with fun and tears. need me and keep begging me to write. its like two spirit in one one soul. with the easy word, Malaysia is suck. why i said that, here in my own country where the place me and my families need to strugle to run the living for a level by level. by explanation ex. as when you study and u in school or university, u need education loan from goment such ptptn or MARA because u got no money and u need money to buy books, to buy stationeries and so on. u don't want to put the burden on your parents and you got option to make your own burden. so why not. then the next step, u finish study and u became a workers if u prefer to work like majority. at the same time u started to pay debt and you are a graduated. if you graduated you don't want your friend look you as a poor so you buy a car and u look a bit up. how you buy a car? like usual, u make loan from bank and u have to pay nearly twice of your car price plus 180% tax from goment. hate u this goment. u know i tell u frankly, my first car is mercedez 190e bought in uk in year 2003 ive paid 300 pound s. after currency that time 2100rm cheaper than a motorcycle here. shit init? after use it for 3 year when i coming back to this suck country i scrapt my car like i buy fish in the wet market. got a lot thing to write but jeng jeng jeng commercial break till tomorrow